As a child, I was...a challenge to my parents. Of this I am sure. I was spanked or smacked with a wooden spoon on more than one occasion, and of course at that age, I resented such actions as unfair or unnecessary. Sometime in my late 20's, I was shopping at a grocery store and, as happens sometimes, a particularly unruly child was raising a ruckus in the next aisle. I didn't think much of it at the time, but as the tantrum increased in volume and intensity, the situation became impossible to ignore, and I found myself wondering just what sort of parent would allow this sort of behavior. It was at this point that I looked back into my past and realized what my parents had done for me.
As many of you know, this past winter turned on me like a raging pit-bull, and I will always bear scars from it. In the midst of such pain, I turned to God to rescue me, and felt disappointed on many occasions by his apparent lack of action. I knew I was supposed to praise him in the midst of the storm, but you can imagine how difficult that prospect can actually be when one is actually faced with it. The only encouragement I felt came from verses such as these:
"So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised" -Hebrews 10:35-36
“My son, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and he chastens everyone he accepts as his son. Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father? If you are not disciplined—and everyone undergoes discipline—then you are not legitimate, not true sons and daughters at all. Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of spirits and live! They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." -Hebrews 12:5-11
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do." -James 1:2-8
"Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him." -James 1:12
"Brothers and sisters, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. As you know, we count as blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job’s perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy." James 5:10-11
"For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But whoever does not have them is nearsighted and blind, forgetting that they have been cleansed from their past sins." -2 Peter 5-9
"Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us." -Romans 5:3-5
"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you" -Hebrews 13:5
As I lay in bed this morning, everything feels...good. The sun peeks over the neighbor's roof, through my window, and caresses my face with the promise that he he didn't leave me, he didn't forsake me. And I weep as I thank him for what he did (and continues to do), and for the beauty he has brought to my life. I weep because he loves me like a son.
No comments:
Post a Comment